The end of April .. and tomorrow will be my month, May and also my dag dig dug, hectic and anxiety month, I think. Do you guess what ? I let you to over thinking ...

Deadline and Failed.

How's the relation ? 

Just keep in my mind, I'll describe later but now I just request to Allah..

I ever heard that Indonesia have a lot of culture, resource, beautiful view and so on .. Hence I have my own huge dream to explore it. I think nowadays many people especially in twitter land say that "I Love Indonesia" or "I am proud as Indonesian". However, actually they didn't know their country well (I felt sorry if I wrote wrong).. It's just my point of view.
I have my experience when I went to Depok about 4 months ago, yap it's been so long but I never forgot to posted it. I visited the legendary mosque which built by one of entrepreneur in Indonesia (I am so sorry, I didn't know the real name, you can search on Google, hehehe..). My mother impressed with the architecture,  she said that the design was as gorgeous as Nabawi Mosque in Madinah (unfortunately, I never visit Madinah). I felt lucky while I found it here, not far from my hometown, just 2,5 hours. Yay, the name is Kubah Mas Mosque which is located in Depok, West Java. Kubah Mas is consist of the real gold in the top of mosque. I just could said "woooowww...", it such as vestige or historical subject. You can visit it while you are on holiday because their circumstances are really humble and clean...

falling in love with the architect... kyaaaaaaaaaaaa.. felt like in another part of world, but the weather here still more hot ..  

 As you can see, plant and grass is neatly and orderly .. Do not trample on green grass, forbidden..

Actually I wanna take all of four kubah mas, but i dunno how to take it well. Thus i just got 3 kubah :( but nice ya??

As I see for today, I put my attention to eat and exercise more. Thus, I prefer to consume this milk and oat just for today. I try to avoid white rice so many sugar is in it, not health for my body. Because I am too lazy to do running or gym, I will eat more healthy food. Hahaa, I hope that I will be consistent..

Here, I found at supermarket, low fat chocolate milk which still fresh although less sugar andddddd... product innovation of Quaker Oats, yap an Oatmeal Cookies, such as bittersweet..

Some people who get their first date think that dating is like dummies. Mostly, they do not know how to say clearly and get heart breathing. So.. we should know how to get successful on dating date. Here are some explanation about step itself.

First, dating is start from you. You should know about yourself well. How your way to describe about yourself and determine what you really want. You also know well about times not to date which means if you really want to date it is because you want not your need at that time. Do not be on dating while you are chaos so it is really dangerous. And also make sure that you want to date neither you need a place to live nor you have single less than one year. It all is very bad time being date with mate.

Second, you should know about who is the right person for you. Researcher says that physical attraction is rarely enough to find the right person. They say that there are three different types of emotion system, such as sex drive, emotion system is how romantic your mate are, and last is attachment which means sensitive common to find long term relationship with partner.

Third, try to find where best place to have dating. Scientist says that dating is about social context. You can find your partner because you also known your partner well from your school, he is your neighbor, how long you already know him. Another place to find your dating is come to dating service in your city.

Fourth, you have master to make a confidence games who like teacher for you. It is very helpful to make your appearance more confident at your first date. Looking confidence means that you should stand up straight, shake your partner hand firmly (do not shaking her hand), give your best smile, and keep eye contact.

Fifth, ask to your partner for a date. It is one way to ask a lot about your partner life. When you are on dating, you should dress as well as you can. Choose your best outfit to show that this is me and avoid to use sexy clothes. But remember, on your dating, your partner is not always see your appearance but also you attitude or behavior. So, do not acting, speak naturally.

To get success on your dating, second impression is really needed and try to practice and learn more about how to make you feel more and more confidence. 

p.s : All of text above is paraphrased from video which gives from my teacher. Hence I just re-state what I hear and see. Hope it will be good article.. :)

I put my heart on three essential words : BELIEVE, TRUST , and FAITH

Because I believe for studying hard, I can reach and arrive at my destiny

Because I trust to my Allah, I always make a conversation and share my problem to him, then I am not worry anymore..

Because I know God has the best plan for me, therefore I have high-faith. Before, I knew that our pray are divided into three parts : Allah will acceding your request quickly or will postpone or will be replace with the other best ones. Hence, I will wait for the best request comes to me with great smile also.

These are above is always inspire me while I've got problem and stuck on my way. I just try to imagine how beautiful the end of the street and smile happily.

Just be patient for the right moment and the right time with the right person :) 

[*I mean the right man haha..]

I just think that God creates colors for different meaning and also purpose. I love the way each color look. All of them are beautiful for me. That is some description for each paint :

p.s : I write down from my favorite one :*

♥ Black

Desc : I do not know well why I like black so bad. I adore its elegance, simple, and natural. I look much comfortable when wear it because I feel like model (read : seems like thin) muehehe .. :D

♥ Chocolate 

Desc : In simply, it is like you eat chocolate-bar. You'll become addictive, no matter how much you eat them, you'll consume it continuously and consciously. It really works when you get stress !!

♥ White 

Desc : They look more pure and holy things, like new-baby-born. 

♥ Grey

Desc : Actually, it is an abstract but really attractive, simple, eye-catching, and easy to mix and match with my wardrobe collection. It describes how minimal and humble you are..

♥ Orange

Desc : Fresh, cheerful, imaginative, and innovative. It likes orange-fruit, sour and sweet mix together. Perfect combination !

♥ Red

Desc : Brave, one step ahead, initiative and hazardous. Commonly, this type enjoy being entrepreneur.

♥ Pink and Purple

Desc : Openly and honest, I dislike it because it reflects how feminine you are. It's also cheerful, friendly, coddle but still good-girl. I think it is so cute and I hate being that.

♥ Green and Blue

Desc : It is great combination between green and blue, like tree and sky. It's all so nature and have good-spirit in every way they act and talk, really inspiring others.

I am like young-girl that happened today, being gloomy? Haha, that isn't me anymore because I think no sense for me. NO NEED WORRIES girl !! Why you just look at the past? Is that really important and you wanna go back and repair all of mistake? No Need. No Need. No Need ...

If you worried a lot, you will just stay on. So, move on guys. You are young and creative. I know you can  do best what you're doing right now and always hope best for your future. I mean that your future will be bright if you believe and pray. 

Hello universe.. 

I feel so sorry because I never posting again. Actually, I have many times to write but it seems like lazy for me. Hahaha.. Ya better for me to sleep. Latterly, I don't know exactly why I am become lazy-girl. I hate being like this (this is true from my deepest-heart) tsaaahhhh . Oia, I haven't better activity since I graduated. Sometimes I think it is better for me to be entrepreneur but I like study. Then, I just doing well for my future study. Bismillah....

On the other hand, when I am being lazy-beautiful-girl, I increase my softskill in cooking. I make cupcakes and do you know what? The taste isn't really good, haha, trust me. It is neither fluffy nor crunchy. Yaks. I throw up from my stomach. But, I think positively that someday I will make delicious and tasteful cake. And I hope every one will enjoy it.

Yay, should be more practice and never give up !!

Appearance of my cupcakes. My friends lie for me that the taste is good. But, when I ate, yakssss. Oh my God ! What kind of cake it is !!