Giant Dream

Every person in the whole world has a dream. I'm really sure of it, even it just a little. But, I think that I must have gigantic dream because I know I just have one chance to live in this world. Use that chance and dare to catch your dream. As other people' dreams, I wanna go to around the world, especially go to europe and america. It heard simply but I'm not care anymore what people say.
I told you, that my first step to reach my dream was continue my study overseas. But, after one year preparation, I failed. I wanna go to Malaysia, there is a one of the most popular university. I think I can get link and many friends from other country. However, I never go there, because I've got problem on my toefl score. I was really sad about it. Damn you language, why you set the highest toefl score to get there? Ahh,I really annoyed because my score still low :((
But, I think positively after 3 days later, maybe there're other chances outside to make my dreams come true. Yah, I believe that, always try to believe, Maybe not this year, but next year or the next other year. Big amiin....
Then, now, what should I do now? I think another step is language preparation. What language is that? I answer, WHATEVER, france, germany or netherland? Let I know if you all readers have some information for me. I search for language preparation is given for free, especially around central jakarta. Anyone know?
I really hope that info as soon as possible.
Thank you ...
Hope your dreams also come true. Fighting till the end !! :))